-mechanical- [the fascination is mechanical]

limbs awash with heaviness,
you swing them out of bed,
run through the morning route,
no need to think,
it's all programmed inside your head.

na? gomen, it's midnight now and i guess i'm getting tired so, i'm half running on 'auto-pilot'and that's what started the whole 'mechanical' thing. it has been a constant wonder, how many people are actually running like this everday...[no reason, i'm just weird, that's all.. ^^] i think i remember days like that. and when i say remember, what i mean is i can conjure up an image of almost nothing much at all. days like these draw up a blank, just mundane actions like sitting up in bed or something. that's how little they mean. i won't waste it all on mechanical days.
sa! enough of that... i can't believe i'm encountering writer's block here as well as in that darned fic! >_< i.will.not.sleep. until i get this done, that is. well, what more is there to say? the 'holiday' week is almost over i don't feel like i've accomplished much [and i hate that feeling] been swaying between feeling totally lost and spinning among the sujects i study and being too lethrgic to bother. it's driving me nuts really. i.will.stop.saying.this.is.the.most.stressfull.year. ...gotta love the 'full-stop' ^^ so usefull. right, since i think i've wasted the title.. lol..i might as well stop here. oyasumi and have a better week next week. ^^ ja ne!